I’ll never forget the truths you taught me
Nor would I ever forgive you the scars
But even now, as I stand healed and whole
I still regret playing out our farce
First it was fun, a source of great cheer
To prick you with my wit
I loved nothing more than to lend an ear
To those who saw you unfit
Though not a bad word ever left my lips
It brought me a smile to see
That no matter how well you played your cards
There were still those immune like me
I enjoyed the teasings, no matter how unkind
And uncouth to you they were
For darling, in my eyes even the jabs you earned
Were sweeter than your lies of care
The only pain you brought me still
Was by your own demise
As I looked back and realised my dear ‘friend’
Was the you you’d drenched in lies
It’s not care, not remorse I feel
But pity of the greatest degree
Like a child who abuses his favourite toy
You ceased to let go of me
So don’t hear me wrong, you disgust me
With your mockery of love divine
But now I cannot find much joy in you
As I’ve discovered more in mine
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There will always be people around you who lie to your face. No matter how much you value them, if they are detrimental to your well being, you need to cut all ties with them.
Friends, parents, children, lovers or co workers. It doesn’t matter what kind of labels they had in your life. Put your happiness first.
I can so relate this to what I went through in the recent past. 🙂
Very true Athira, blood relation or not, all are same. If they hurt us, it’s better to let go.
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Yeah. 🙂 And I hope you’re doing alright now. Like that famous quote goes, don’t let anyone dull your sparkle ❤
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Yeah. I am over it. Though few try to jab every now and then, I am in ignore mode.😂😂
People have this wrong notion that elders are always right. Oh my god, they are your parents, you shouldn’t go against them! But shouldn’t they give it a thought once that the rules or decisions they take on behalf on their child might actually ruin their child’s life? I knew this someone who was very possessive about their child, finally the child committed suicide. Rules are fine, brings about discipline. But being so strict that the child cannot take it anymore is bad.
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I agree! Age is not a criteria for respect or wisdom, and never should be. Neither does ‘Family’ and ‘love’ excuse abuse. You keep going strong! 😆
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You too girl😊🙋🙋
Abuse by anybody and in any form is not acceptable. Especially not mental abuse as it has no proof like a scar or an external wound.
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True that! 😀
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As i discovered more in mine… Hmm…what else is there to say. 🌸🌸🌸💐💐💐🌹
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Thank youuu😀
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Great poem! Really like the line ‘With your mockery of love divine’.
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Thankyou! 🤗 I’m glad you liked the poem!
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